In fighting to let go, I found solace in the belief that the Universe is looking out for me; that everything that has happened and will happen is for my well-being, my good, my happiness. Everything is as it should be. More so, everything is for my greater good. If something was bad, the Universe provides something good. If something was good, the Universe provides something better. I can finally release my expectations and their accompanying disappointments, and drive out the specters from my tormented heart.
Current state: Acceptance, peace, and gratitude.